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''DREAMS'' I was standing at the back, a bit far away. The band walked onto the stage. I paid for another drink. The walls were peeling. Tonight, they played a [[cover song.->Cover Song]] Memories came flooding back to me. That night, he started shouting at me. The walls were peeling. I fell on my knees and started crying. The other two followed him out. I was standing in the front, all alone. It isn't worth it to dream-- I should just stay here, where I am-- Going [[nowhere.->Nowhere]]

''NOWHERE'' I need to feel like I'm going somewhere. Somewhere that isn't nowhere. Somewhere that isn't this city. Somewhere that isn't this office building. Somewhere that isn't on my knees on the pavement in the rain crying my eyes out until they're swollen. I'm stuck in this nowhere. But this nowhere is structure. Structure. Structure. My life needs to maintain structure. Without structure, I'll be lost.

''COVER SONG'' My first guitar. I was young and dumb back then. Young, dumb, alone. I didn't know what to do with my time-- And I needed something to do. I was rotting when I left school. I didn't want to do anything, But I wanted to do everything. I was done with that feeling. So I played, I picked up on it quickly, I posted me playing covers online, People thought I was talented, It was nice, I thought things were getting better, Then [[-he-->Him]] got in touch with me. Young. Dumb. Alone.

''HIM'' //1.// > Hey > I've been following for a while > I just wanted to say I really, really like your covers > Its not often that I get the chance to see math rock covers > Sorry hope im not gushing too hard I just want to see more from you c: thank u < i will be doing more!! in the future! < there's a l< UGHhhh sorry i pressed enter too early LOLoLol < > lmfao > dw there's a lot of bands i want to do covers for < you know what actually!! i'll see if i can record another one tonight < dont have anything better to do anywayssss ^^; < > Fucking sick! Looking forward to it! //2.// > Just saw your new cover and oh my fucking god its like we have the same tastes in music !!!@ < i see you rt and liking everything hehehe so i figured that u might like what i like < > fuck you noticed... LOLLL < its ok im happy 4 all the support you've given me < //3.// > I was thinking about it > You know how I told you that I had a band, right? > Since you're nearby I was wondering > If you're interested, would you like to be our second guitarist? //4.// sorry i was..... asdijofajoi < panicking a bit its the first time someone has asked me up front like that < im not sure if im ready to do something like join a band < im not even that good LOLLL < > Neither are we haha > Srsly you'd be the star of the show > I see how you play and you kill every riff > And your singing voice is so good > Its a perfect fit for us > But if you don't want to its ok, I just wanted to ask if you were interested! > If not, it's ok i really do want to try,, < give me a bit to think about it < if that's ok < [[> Take all the time you need->TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED]]

''TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED'' Give me the chance to breathe. There's no more room. I infect your patience for me. Our lungs contracted and collapsed. That one last dying breath, Me, You, Us, Everything we made, We choked on it.